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The Mistress and the Slave

And lost somewhere in between

Name:
hero_inside
So I'm not who I once was or who I thought I would be...I became someone else.
I am a professional dominatrix and no, I do not wish to gather more slaves, I do not want a house slave or any other slave or submissive. So please do not apply and plead for me to take you, do not claim that you can be the best slave for me.
I am a mistress in life and in employment, it is my therapy and I am a service provider,it's a game of power-play, just like in "real life", only so very bare and much more intense, it is not who I am though, it's who we all are in the so-called real life.
I once loved drugs more than anything or anyone in the world, until I met a real-life Angel and I could never love any other man again, not anymore...
Just like I could never meet a friend who is a real life Fairy,whom I once met a decade ago and I could never connect to any other person the same again.
This journal is another part of my therapy...where I'm trying to become someone I've lost a long time ago, maybe I shall find her through words again.

This journal is Friends Only, if you want to add me as a friend, I am not against it. BUT, I do have to warn you:if you expect stories about me flogging naked slaves, while,clad in latex,wearling my 16" strap-on, you'll be very disappointed. SO, enter at your own risk

And now, I shall become a cliche and tell you all about myself via lyrics:

Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather
Whiplash girlchild in the dark
Comes in bells, your servant, don't forsake him
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart

Downy sins of streetlight fancies
Chase the costumes she shall wear

Ermine furs adorn the imperious
Severin, Severin awaits you there

I am tired, I am weary
I could sleep for a thousand years
A thousand dreams that would awake me
Different colors made of tears


Kiss the boot of shiny, shiny leather
Shiny leather in the dark
Tongue of thongs, the belt that does await you
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart

Severin, Severin, speak so slightly
Severin, down on your bended knee
Taste the whip, in love not given lightly
Taste the whip, now plead for me


I am tired, I am weary
I could sleep for a thousand years
A thousand dreams that would awake me
Different colors made of tears


Shiny, shiny, shiny boots of leather
Whiplash girlchild in the dark
Severin, your servant comes in bells, please don't forsake him
Strike, dear mistress, and cure his heart
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